So I've not been here for a while, and I'm kind of wondering if anyone reads this thing haha but of well it helps to get it all off my chest. First of all, school has been depressingly unproductive and monotonous which is making me wonder why I'm even going, but then today, like a miracle, I get £300 in the bank and I remember why it's worth destroying my soul over. That's right kids, I'm rich, just in time to spend it on everyone else for christmas ¬ ¬ but that's the way things are right?
I'm right in the middle on NaNoWriMo which is taking up many many hours of my free time. I hope it's going to be worth it at the end and not come out like a piece of crap. But I won't know that for another 8 days!
Got a new phone, it's pink, I love it.
Been having some problems lately with people too. I mean Hi, yes, I'm Rayn, I'm a human being, isn't that wierd? Yes I know you thought I was a doormat for your problems and bad feelings about the world but I've got better things to do than listen to how you're being so badly mistreated and I'm such a horrible person for not agreeing with everything you say.
I have a boyfriend, I love him, I really do. He's everything I could want and he can understand, or at least put up with my total and utter madness.
The birthday countdown began last night, one month to go.
Still need a haircut, I know, I'm lazy. I also don't really care. The weather makes my hair evil anyway.
What the hell, two years spot free and suddenly I'm a giant pimple. I blame greasy students, it's only happened since I went to that college.
Going back a little now but Halloween was awesome, we sat in Clayton Square and watched Nosferatu it was the best. And while we're on the subject od celebrations Sarah's party was a big mixed bag. Things happened I didn't want, but Terry was awesome as always and new friends totally rock even if hey make innaproprate passes at you infront of your dad ¬ ¬
Okay so that's got me caught up right through the past eon I've not posted. Hopefully more regularly in future ne?
Ja
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Monday I'm back in college, yet again; Although this time I hope it's going to turn out better. Still applying to Uni in December, hopefully with my results they'll give me an unconditional offer this time.
Besides that, I'm still sick, but at least I can move now. Going to get back to writing as soon as I have the time, it just seems like everything's caught up with me at once right now.
In pokemon related news I finally managed to get a Timid female Snorunt, which for those of you who have no idea what I'm taking about, is brilliant. And I finally managed to track down a Bold Cresselia...
What a brilliant way to spend 15 hours of my life on a bank holiday ^w^
I'm looking for an animator too (Hint hint) to help me with a little project, and also I'm reading Ringworld again! God I forgot how much I love that book!
Right, now I have to go watch Card Captor Sakura again! Ja ne;
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First off I'm ill, my throat feels like a tree trunk. I can't move around for more than five minutes without feeling totally drained, and why is it so damn hot, my hay fever is on overload.
I'm so sick of being the guy everyone rants at. I'm supposed to sit here and listen to everyone elses problems and am not ever allowed to be upset. Well if any of you guys are reading this, yes I am allowed to be upset, and oh look I am. I don't have time to listen to how how your life is ruined because you dropped and spilt your drink.
I'm officially uni-less now. I have to sit around on my arse for a year, stuck in this place where no one knows me and no one even tries to understand how I feel. What's the point in friends when you're just the doormat? Fuck you uni, and fuck you people.
*Sigh* Okay so today hasn't been all bad, at least I'm still breathing, and I've got the weekend to myself to get better and cool off a little. Sorry my first ever post was so ranty but I'm tired and sick and people really do suck. Now I'm off to find that reset button; Ja ne.
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